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Thanks for all your sentiments everyone.
THe wife has split the ashes in half and gave half to the family. Which to me is morbid. BUT, since he took his own life I dont know if he really even deserves ANY memorial.So I guess half is better than nothing, as far as the family is concerned. SHe called again last night and was so drugged up I couldn't really make out what she was trying ot tell me. No surprise tho since Ive known her she has only been sober twice that I saw her. THanks again for your thought and prayers. THe power of prayer is unmeasurable!
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sorry to hear that Kt. Death to me is very hard to deal with. i've had to deal with one myself recently. I dunno if its harder when they take their own life or when you have to watch them suffer for so long??? Prayers are with you.
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tonight was the absolute worst day i've have ever experienced.
We had ...it has been one of the most emotional nights................ I shoulda never started this post.... thanks for being there. I just dont know what to say. it was a long night ....and not a good one please keep praying ...but now i ask for myself ..I'm not doing well, probably tomorrow I'll be back in full swing, but tonight Im ............well..Im dealing the hand God dealt. Please take a moment to praise God for the life we live....I just dont have it in me... u said "whatever you could do".........well this is it....... praise God for the life you have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All things in his purpose. Im gonna try to go to bed but..if i cant sleep Ill be back .............. Know what .....im over the top at this point..........please dont stop praying..pray...please pray thank you...thank you so much we are all children of God......
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kt...call it whatever you want but I was out with some friends this evening at a bar hearing a local band play and for some reason, at about the time of your post...your situation crossed my mind. I don't mean to sound all freaky and stuff like that, but truthfully it did.
I do hope you found the peace you needed tonight...you certainly knew where to find it...in Him. Better days are definately ahead...just hang in there 
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Prayers of strength and consolation to you KT. Remember this, it is when we are need him most that God is closest. May he bless and keep you!
Always remeber too, if you ever need anything, I am just a PM away. That a few hours on the road...
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KT, I'm sorry you have to deal with this pain, and you'll be in my prayers. I don't think your friend was saying F you - like someone else said, he saw himself in a hole too deep to escape, and thought he'd be better off dead. In a way it's very selfish because of the pain inflicted on his friends and family, but I think he was concerned mainly with his own situation. I also think that even though the memorial you attended was painful, it's a step in the grieving process that helps you heal. And what a lesson for us all to treasure every day we have.
God bless you
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thanks everyone....Im feeling much much better today. It was so hard for me to look around at all those people and think "every single one of these people have to deal with what Troy did"
THe memorial was very nice. THey at it at the beach at sunset. As everyone circled around for scripture reading two dolphins came up out of the water with the sun behind them. It was so beautiful. His best freind put some thoughts together that had us all laughing and remembering all the good things. What made it bad was...they hadn't invited his wife and she somehow found out. She called and called saying I was a liar for not telling her. His ex girlfriend was there. they spend 12 years together. So the wife was sooooo pissed the family had the girlfriend there. The entire time all that people talked about was what roll she played in him pulling the trigger. I think it was tacky. NOW here's the good news. THe secretary from his work told me that he had changed everything to reflect his sister as beneficiary(sp?) AND the life insurance agent was at the memorial and said they are going to pay even tho he committed suicide. I guess he knew troy and his situation and he knows what his wife did to him and went to his company and faught for the family. THanks so much for letting me put my thoughs down ..it helps in sorting thru my feelings. I wish I could hug you guys!! Today is a new day. And I still LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!
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glad to hear you are doing better kt. Death brings reflection of the best moments we had with that person.
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Glad to hear you're feeling much better, kt...
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