Dealing with Abuse/Human Trafficking

[Sophie]

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[Rickster]

links don't work. and what talk show are you going on?

[Sophie]

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[Rickster]

nevermind they work now

[Rickster]

I'll post the poems, until I get too embarrassed and then take them down like I always do

You shouldn't be embarrassed

If they are inappropriate please let me know and I will take them down as soon as I can or a mod can remove the links.

i don't think they are inappropriate

What a terrible thing you had to go through when you were younger! what happened to those people that did that to you? i hope they didn't get away with something like that

[meriaiza]

Originally Posted by Sophie

Okay, so I was abused when I was younger. I can't seem to get over it. Sexually, physically, emotionally, etc. As some already know I have a fractured vertabra because of this.

I'll be going on a talk show soon to discuss my experiences with human trafficking and I don't know if i can do it. I haven't even been able to write in complete sentences what happened. I've only wrote "poems" about it.

I'll post the poems, until I get too embarrassed and then take them down like I always do.

If they are inappropriate please let me know and I will take them down as soon as I can or a mod can remove the links.

http://angel.catfangz.com/hold/poem1.html

http://angel.catfangz.com/hold/poem2.html


I guess what I'm looking for is just ideas for coping and/or just a good conversation about abuse/trafficking and how it can be slowed or stopped altogether.

Thats realy sad.I hope i can ease your pain but i know its not that easy.The thing you got to realize is that unfrotunately your not the only one who have sufferd this pain.

In places like asia its very commen.Many suffers child abbuse,hunger and no future there as much as they try.Its a cruel world where we live.People dont give a **** about otheres.A part of me wants to know who these monsters was but i know how difficult it is for you to even think about that.

They say time heals all pain but in some cases its not the case.Its also because our mind never let go of these events,so as hard as it may seems let go of it.Have u got a family?Kids?If yes then try spending as much time as possible with them.Try giving joys to others because thats the only way to feel the real plesure of life.

[Hannainnc]

I'm at a loss. Unbelievable.

Don't be embarrassed. I'm sure sharing your story is very difficult for you. You are very courageous.

I can't understand how people can do that to other people, children no less. What you went through is unimaginable.

[Sophie]

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[fitme]

I'm so sorry that you're going through this Sophie. It is always better to talk about it and make sure you always seek professional help!
You have a lot of good people here that would support you.

[meriaiza]

Originally Posted by fitme

I'm so sorry that you're going through this Sophie. It is always better to talk about it and make sure you always seek professional help!
You have a lot of good people here that would support you.

Yeah thats right.I hope that youll get over it Sophie.

[Sophie]

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[Hannainnc]

Originally Posted by Sophie

I don't have any professional help yet. I'm hoping the talk show host will help me find a therapist like the producer said he would. I really need someone to talk to this about.

It's making it very hard to sleep, or even function for that matter.

are you going on montel williams show?

[Sophie]

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[theara]

i say for you to have getting out and getting better is great. working out seems to be going well for you. i know girls that workout but don't hit the weights at all. You do and i respect that.

i never knew all of that happened to you.

[Sophie]

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[narcsarge]

Originally Posted by Sophie

Believe when I say I try my very best to hide it from people. It's not something people in real life know. They may know i was abused, it was family, and it included physical and sexual abuse, but that's the limit.

NO ONE in real life, but two people, know about the trafficking, the snuff film, etc. I like it that way. If more people knew, I'd feel like an even bigger slut for some reason.

Sophie, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry for what you have endured. My words mean nothing compared to the strength that you have! You SURVIVED! Nothing to be ashamend of there. With all that you have been through, the mere fact that you are alive, and working towards a brighter future tells of your strength. I agree with the others on this post that professional help is a must. You need tools to help you deal with your experiences. You have done amazingly well considering what you have been through and where you are today. I truly hope and pray that the show you are going on will give you what you seek. Anything we can do to help you, just let us know! I am in awe of your fortitude!

[y3kbuddy]

I am speechless at the thought of such things happening to little girls. You are very courageous and strong for what has happened to you. I really enjoyed your poems. I write myself and I feel its a very healthy way to get your feelings out and express yourself when most poeple wouldn't understand. It's a much better way that injuring onself and gives a sense of freedom. Keep writing and keep working out and get the feelings out the healthy way.

[Sophie]

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[man_i_dono]

hi sophi, i'm sorry it happened to you. i know, like you said i wouldnt believe or want to believe that these things happen to people daily, more than we imagine.. but you survived it, and i'm glad u go on and be able talk about it, help people become more aware of hte problem.. I have a question though, when you say a therapist refuse to work with you, what does that mean? because like i said before, i want to be a therapist , and it just doesnt make sense to me how a therapist (who's suppose to help people feel better mentally) refuse to help somebody..

[CubanChick]

Sophie, what a sad story. I haven't read thru all of it, but my heart goes out to you. You are a survivor... May god give you the strength to move forward and battles your monsters...

No need to be embarassed. It was not your fault. Please keep us posted on when the show will be airing.

God Bless!!!