i had bigorexia well bad, the more i thought about it. recently i have completely changed and had a break from lifting etc. am back on it but not like i used to, for now at least. because am still young i just want to enjoy life a bit. i wouldnt have a girlfreind before because i thought they would would pull me down. now i got one and its best thing for me right now. now i look back i realise how much of a state i was in and what i was missing.
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liberation through self brutalization, real men don't fear pain and thus can't be controled.
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