i often dont like looking in the mirror, because i can get annoyed at myself for not looking like i want to, when i first started training i remember looking in the mirror, and seeing all my ribs and how thin i was and i turned around and legged it out the room with my arms around my ribs to cover them, i was that ashamed!
I have tried to get away from the bigorexia recently, i am a teen and i think i am missing out alot, but i struggle to get away from it.
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liberation through self brutalization, real men don't fear pain and thus can't be controled.
Last edited by Lowrider; 05-13-2007 at 10:50 AM.
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