i know this is a little late.
but i have known that i have had bigorexia for a while. i have all of those symptoms, i haven't been out/socialized for 6 months in fear of missing a gym session, i can be as sick as a dog - hardly breathing and i will be hitting the gym harder then the day before.
i constantly look in the mirror and see a small little boy, and when i take pics of myself to check out my gains, i think i have lost muscle mass and not gained. im always at the gnc buying new gym supps, 2 months ago in 3 weeks i had spent over £300 on gym stuff (and i didnt even realize it till i got my credit card statements), last week i spent £250 on gym supps. i take up to 20 tabs a day, protein, all of it! you name it!
i feel my clothes getting smaller, and people saying that im getting bigger, but i still cant see it.
i weigh myself everyday, and some days its less and some days its more. on the days i weigh less, i feel as if i need to go back to the floor and push myself harder.
age: 25
weight 151lbs
height: 5'10
bench: 165lbs
leg press: 396lbs
squat: 243lbs
so any help?
