[ktinspired]

Ok ladies this may seem like a very odd conversation topic but I just wanted to see how the rest of you feel about it.

Im having a problem in side myself with this topic. First my man treats me like a queen and is very respectful of me.

My issue is.............well I dont know what the issue is.
I know this is not his problem. He's a grown man but Im obsessed with the subject.

I spend alot of time worring about his emails from his buddies. Biker magazines, well the whole lot of it.

My ex husband was addicted to porn and I was only 18 when we married so I know I am feel long term effects of this.

generaly Im not an insecure person. I dont get jealious and stuff like that. But sometimes this worring almost brings me to tears.
I just want these feelings to go away. I want to be at peace.

I dont understand it and its really embarrasing to bring it up but I figured Id get some input from y'all.