Alright, I'm running myself into the ground figuring out what the hell I'm going to do.
Here's the deal. I have become really serious about, getting healthy. I'm down 86 pounds from 410 pounds since February. I quit smoking, 5 months.. I quit Drinking for about a year.. And I quit a cocain habit that almost killed me for 2 years.
I kicked my ass out of sloth mode.. and Cardio my ass off every morning. I'm taking care of myself. And stick to 6 night a week weight lifting schedule.
So here I am now, at the door step of something new. Something that will help me to sculpt my body... Something I very much want to do.
I have been reading and studying up with my spare time, as much as possible.. and I realize this isn't a joke. In fact it is very serious. There is alot of questions still to be asked, and researched.
I'm still 326 pounds. I don't even want to consider a bulking cycle till I'm around 250 pounds... For numerous reason... like Um, It's far more healthier for me now to loose weight. Although my blood pressure is in the normal range, it will only get better as I slim down. It would be beneficial for me to develope a better muscle base before I start (which I should mention is coming along marvelously.. I think I might be genetically blessed :P). I have alot more to learn as well.
So here's my Dilemma. At any fricken moment, this can all become Illegal, and my window of oppertunity will dissappear forever (unless you want to get into full blown and over priced roids.
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I can't freakin, make up my mind.
Should I buy 100 grams of 1-test, and 200 grams of 4-AD.. seeing as they are generally seen as safe alternatives to things such as M-1-T. Should I just get a bunch of bottles of 4Derm, and Big 1.. or bottles of +S1. How long will they remain at potency? Should I buy both and add powder to them to increase potency and stretch the dollar? Someone told me the bottles will stay at maximum potency for 1 year or more.. is that a fact.. will they stay for more then year?
Been doing alot of reading, and everywhere I turn, I'm blown away by M1T's results.. People are doing back flips... Even though the possiblity of liver damage is high, and great care should be taken in terms of liver sups etc.... Should I buy now?
Basically what I'm asking is...
If you had a 1000 US dollars to spend today, (and you were only going to spend it on this stuff). What would you buy...
Everytime I think I made up my mind, I think of something else. Like today for instance I started considering starting a Methyl-Dien cutting cycle right now.
Just looking for opinions from people with experience, before my window of oppertunity expires.
Thanks guys.
